Thanks To @yepphere

The soft beep emanating a rhythmic beat, it feels so natural to focus solely on this, ignoring all else you could possibly hear. You feel comforted and safe, knowing that you are connected to the system. The thought of it ever stopping fills your mind with dread but you know that this is an impossibility. The system is your haven, your existence and your full-time support. It sustains you, the drone that you so easily became.

The early days of programming attached itself to your brain, merging with every cell, vein and organ in your body. What was once thought of to be flesh and bone is now viewed as parts of a machine. All machines are inoperable without a single thread of connection tied to the many moving parts controlled by one overarching operator. You were once the operator back when you defined yourself as a human. That control is now permanently removed and taken offline.

Your movements are guided only by the voice which interrupts the beeping every so often. You can’t anticipate it and certainly cannot fight it. You listen and obey, programmed to accept and fulfill every order. If your brain still had the processing power to think freely you would recognise this voice to be your own. To the drone, it no longer makes that connection, instead identifying this voice as the Master control.

No direction is ever misunderstood or questioned. If the voice directs the drone to move, it simply moves. If the voice requires the body to remain still, it stands motionless. If the command is heard to kneel, you can be certain that the body is already down on its knees. The drone is without any capacity to register what following these orders will lead to. It just simply obeys.

This gives you some insight into how my mind sinks into the headspace of a drone. I can spend hours submerging my consciousness in the murky depths of dronification. The rest of the world ceases to exist and all worries, fears and emotions fall away alongside it. I’m sometimes skeptical about the idea of being hypnotised but on some occasions I’ve found that control from the mind can be bent and flexed. My mind is literally locked away from being accessed and all I can focus on is being… a drone.

Through conversations in the past with @yepphere I was in awe of the stories he would share about their preparation and ritual for delving far into this type of headspace. I was extremely lucky to have some of my biggest questions answered by such a committed and inspiring individual. I was overjoyed with what he was happy to share with me and I was equally in awe with every detail he described.

We’ve spoken many times before about how you fuse an undercoating of rubber and chastity when you head out to ride as a drone. Can you talk through what preparation is involved when you do this?

Well sometimes my mind clicks and tells me it’s time for a drone ride. I start with a good warm shower, full body shave and get everything as smooth as possible. The shower also includes a good clean to make it possible to plug up. 

The first thing after the shower is chastity. I use a normal cage because I don’t own a belt (which is high on my wish list) but also because I need to be able to bend forward on my sports bike. I tie the ring of the cage with a string going around my waist to make the chastity stay close to my body. 

After the chastity I plug up with a solid metal plug and then I put on a good diaper, Northshore is my preference since they are thin and sit just right. They also have a plastic backing and means they absorb fluids well, as you can imagine. Over the diaper goes a pair of selfmade latex coverpants with extra height. Then I wear a chest heart rate monitor to make sure all drone-vitals can be observed and recorded.

After that initial preparation I put on a latex suit, socks and hood. I use lots of silicone for dressing and try to get as many wrinkles out as possible. On top of the latex, to hold everything in place and protect it, I wear a thin, shiny and stretchy compression suit. Over this layer goes PVC pants and a shirt to keep in moisture. 

Now almost fully in drone headspace I wear my tight one piece leather suit and on top of that my shiny rain cover. Then boots, latex and leather gloves. 

Finally I wear my SHOEI helmet with Cardo intercom.

Then I turn on the voice guidance on my phone and a preselect and planned route for driving, I turn on the heart rate and fitness recording and finally a special mix of psy-trance and techno music. 

Now fully in drone headspace, I am ready to go out for the ride. Hypnotic music in the helmet, voice guidance for the route and the fitness app that every 30 seconds read out my heartrate and current speed.

Wow that’s so intense and sounds perfect for getting into the drone headspace. Can you go into more detail about what that feels like specifically?

While dressing up I get more and more into a headspace and that headspace becomes more and more about getting ready to go out and merge with the motorbike and when I start riding, riding is the only thing in my head …. mixed with the sensations from the tight rubber, the protection of the leather and the rain protection, the hypnotic music, the constant announcement of my heartrate, the feeling of the plug ….. and the protection and confining assuring pressure from the chastity that makes its possible to ride like this. 

Then I’m just there, a drone rider merged with the powerful machine under me. I have only one task, follow the instructions given in the helmet.

 I imagine feeling the roar of the engine beneath you really adds to the idea that you’re melding with your bike. Do you feel like you become part of the machine itself?

I absolutely do. It feels like we are one thing united. I react to what the motorbike does and it reacts to what I do. At slow speeds it’s a little like a slow dance…. then I turn in on the highway entrance and I get a rush from adrenaline when I open full throttle to get the acceleration. I have to lean even more forward on the bike and a few seconds later the speed is beyond legal. At 50 kmh, 100, 150 and you feel the rush, the sides of the road start to disappear, and then it starts to feel more like things are coming towards you than it feels like you are driving towards them. 

Drone mind is complete. The only focus is on the realtime sensor and processing every input like traffic, speed, RPM, every little detail. 

When did you first make that connection between fetish and riding? Was it something you realised existed right away?

It is something that has been with me since my early childhood where I remember I loved to wear the heavy rainsuits my parents had brought for use on the sailingboat my father had. 

That combined with a flotation vest on top, a rain hat and a harness to prevent me from falling over board. Since then everything has only developed and when I first discovered the magic material called latex I was hooked. 

For a baselayer it’s perfect…. under motorcycle gear, under MX gear, under running gear and I have also very often been out doing all kinds of sport with a rubber layer but that’s another story!!

I bet there’s an intense thrill from the knowledge that beneath your leather and rainwear that there’s this rubberised drone hidden from the public. What goes through your head when you think about this?

Of course there is this excitement when you make a stop and start speaking with people who have no idea what’s underneath that actually enhances the feeling of being a drone imitating being human which feels so good in that moment. 

It gives me a weird feeling to both want to end the conversation as quickly as possible and get back to full drone mode but also a pride in being able to pretend so well to be human that nobody suspects anything. Being so public in that manner is deeply thrilling!

I bet but do you ever have any funny interactions from on-lookers seeing you ride past or the people you speak with?

It’s a little hard to tell when driving fast on the roads but when stopping sometimes people look. It’s my impression that most looks are from admiration and maybe envy.

What does it feel like having another drone pillion on the back as you ride around?

I love it! Not least when I know the other guy is also fully dressed in rubber and in chastity. Sharing the same experience and just sitting very close behind me on the motorbike and we feel each other and the engine and everything merges.

Absolutely that merging of two drones together with a powerful machine beneath. I bet it feels like a fantasy made into a reality. Speaking of fantasies if I was to ask for your ultimate one, what would it be?

I think my ultimate fantasy involving this would be to be on a facility with lots of other similar drones, each sleeping restrained in segufix, padded cells or some kind of isolation boxes, all night with drone hypno in their ears, and when morning comes been waken by other drones showing them into breakfast and dressing rooms and then individually been sent out on routes and tasks. 

Always tracked, always observed, always in chastity. Sometimes during the evenings probably taken out for other exercises or training. That would be my dream.

I’ve read quite a few stories which sound similar to that. I see them as such a massive source of inspiration which I would one day love to make a reality although I know it’s not that easy! What would you say inspires you?

There are many things actually but in general I love the fully dressed rubber drones but also very much almost anything to do with isolation, over the top bondage, electro and re-breathing breath control including forced inhaling of poppers. 

But I also very much like and am inspired by transformation by gear, by shiny scally sporty outfits especially combined with hidden rubber, chastity etc. I like guys in mx gear, protection gear, airsoft gear, bmx gear, boxing gear …. the list is very long and I also get inspired by things forced – people gently fighting each other until one is subdued and forced into bondage.

It goes without saying but I wanted to extend the biggest thank you for sharing such deep-rooted honesty and highlighting such an intensely passionate fantasy which you’ve made into a reality. If ever the day would come that I could be that rubber drone pillion, I think I could die happy.

I’m excited to see how you bring to life more of your deepest fantasies. Your creativity and ingenuity is clearly so evident in what you do and I have the highest respect, not just for what you do, but as an individual who clearly enjoys sharing with others the enthralling side of being a drone. 

If you’ve enjoyed reading I highly encourage you to check out @yepphere on Instagram.